Hopeb

Hi and thank you for reading hope FAQ V2.0, it is my sincere desire that you who read this (like the three who really care to read this). Know that i AM real, i AM in need of training to be the gurl that i know i am. Living where i do, it's difficult if not impossible to find one. If you would like to talk let me know :)

So, some may wonder, "what happened to you" well, let's see I got divorced, went a bit insane, spent about a month in a locked phys ward, three months in a semi locked ward, after moving from Boise to Michigan, in the end I realized that *I* needed to get as far away from my 2nd ex wife as I possible could, and so I did. I learned a TON while here in BC. I had the chance to learn about "me" and how my feelings and thoughts DO matter. I have been able to get into a apartment complex that is specifically for homeless vets, I have applied for and received a disability rating from the VA for PTSD and MST (The fancy VA term for Military Sexual Trauma) and I've had the chance to make friends again. it has been a long strange trip, having lost 90 percent of everything in Idaho to go here, has taught me much.

Next i have recently REstarted a new herbal feminization routine. Having tried the herbal method once before (and it just did NOT quite work) I have decided to put my faith and trust in this net set up. Using some left supplies (saw palmetto) we have replaced the with Pueraria Mirifica which i have heard amazing things about. As such, i figured i'd document my breast growth (or lack there of) in a weekly set of photos so that you can be the judge. So far, i like what i see. I have created a new folder for this "Experiment in terror" (if you will) Please if you have the chance, take a look and tell me if i'm CRAZY and actually SEE breast growth? New pic for the week should be added Thursday afternoon and i promise to do my best to keep the shots approx the same area/shot. No promises, since *I* am doing the shooting.

Just another addition (to the three of you) i've actually started going back to school. After being laid off (again) for like the fifth time, i realized that the only way that i was going to get a job AND actually keep it. SO, yea....this is month 6ish, and i'm on my way to my AA in Computer networking. After a year of that i will switch my degree to a BS in computer programming...

Finally, here in about 10 to 15 min's (for both of you that read this) I shall post some "new" pics of breast growth.. let me know what you think. Now that I can read and reply

"Even in madness, I know you still believe
Paint me your canvas so I become
What you could never be...."

"I dare you" - ShineDown

with Love,
Hope